"Come on Niall."
Harry showed with the whole body that he wanted Niall to go with him. Yet hesitated Niall. The past few weeks had been so different and they had almost avoided each other. It was as if they had reached that point when both realized that they had only two choices: Friends or boyfriends! Niall wasn't ready for any of the choices, because he was so afraid of losing Harry, both as a friend and more.
"Okay?" Niall said therefore, thoughtfully, and with shaky legs, he followed the younger guy. He saw at Harry's back panel that he was tense. Harry had been so quiet and for several days he had hardly said a single word, at least not so that Niall had heard him.
"What do you want?"
Harry didn't answer. He turned his steps further into the hotel and in the end they came up to Harry's room. That room he had been sleeping in the recent days. Harry pushed the key into the locked and he opened the door. Then he looked at Niall, for the first time since they had left the others. His eyes said it all and Niall slipped quickly through the door. Harry closed it behind them and Niall almost heard how Harry was breathing rapidly.
Harry walked over to his bag and he picked up his worn diary. He held it with both hands and he seemed as nervous as Niall was.
"I just want to show you something." whispered Harry, and he then looked at Niall again. Harry looked like he was going to cry at any second, but he remained still in session. He gave Niall the diary and he made sure that Niall knew it was serious. Niall gulped and he looked down at it.
"Shall I read something?"
Harry nodded.
"The last written page."
Niall opened the diary and he quickly found the page that Harry was referring to. He was surprised when he saw his own name at the top of the page.
"Why I can't be Nialls boyfriend." Read Niall it quiet and he balked. He felt his heart pumped around and he felt his legs became weak. Didn't Harry want Niall? It was as if whole Nialls life just collapsed and he didn't understand what Harry meant with that. The page was blank and only the words were written at the top of the page.
"I've been sitting for a week." whispered Harry, as an explanation. "In a week I tried to write down why I shouldn't be with you. I thought I'd come up with obvious things, but I didn't find the words. I realized that I can't write down a single reason why I cant have you."
Niall raised his eyes and he looked straight into Harry's green eyes. It was as if life finally had got a meaning again. Harry smiled weakly and he lowered his eyes to avoid blushing.
"I can think of so many reasons why we should be together as a couple." he said, sounding a little more confident. "I love you, I can't keep on being away from you and I want you next to me the whole time. Without you I'm a nobody and I just feel so weak."
Nialls legs were shaking. His thoughts spun around and he realized what Harry actually said.
"So you do love me?"
Harry nodded and wiped his eye. Niall didn't see any tears, but he saw that Harry's eyes were red.
"Niall, there's no other way! I love no other person as much as you and it hurts that you aren't as sure about what you are feeling for me."
Niall gulped and he put down the diary on a table. He knew he still had two choices, but at the same time he didn't wanted to lose.
"I never said that I don't love you." Niall whispered, a little uncertain, but he still said the words. He took a few steps towards Harry and he tried to smile. "You know I love you and I ..."
Nialls voice failed him. He felt the tears came and he tried to gather the courage.
"It's not you that makes me hesitate." he continued. "You're so obvious to me."
Harry looked up and he met Nialls blue eyes.
"Why don't you want to be with me?"
Niall swallowed.
"We have fans, we have a record deal and what will everyone say?"
Harry sighed.
"I don't care what they thinking or saying. Who cares what the fans say? It's not them I love, it's you and it's you I want to be with."
Niall couldn't take his eyes off from Harry. The younger guy was so prefect in every way. Niall loved to feel his hair between his fingers and Harrys naked body in the morning in bed. There were so many things that were perfect with Harry.
In the end it was as if the cup ran over. Niall threw himself at Harry and quickly did he get his arms around the younger's waist. Niall let his lips meet Harrys and he kissed him hard.
"I love you." he whispered. Harry took his arms around Nialls shoulders and forced him to stay. He looked right into those blue eyes.
"Don't say no, and don't say maybe." he said. "Say yes!"
Niall hesitated. His gut said yes, but his mind said no. Finally Niall shook off all the negative reasons and he nodded slightly.
"Okay!"
Harry smiled.
"I don't want a okay., You can't just say that!"
Niall laughed a little bit and let his lips be brush against Harry's lips.
"Yes?"
Harry nodded.
"It sounded better." he muttered hoarsely, and then he kissed Niall passionately. At last, Harry had received the answer that he had so long time want to hear. He wanted Niall and Niall own Harry. It was meant to be the two of them and no one could come between them.
Niall felt how Harry pulled him towards the bed. It was no use to resist and Niall didn't wanted to resist. He let Harry take off his shirt, unbuttoning Nialls pants and stripped him naked. Niall landed, without a single garment on the body in the bed. He felt Harry fell down over him, and they groaned against each other's lips. It was so long time ago as they had been in the same bed and it was as if nothing could stop them. Harry knew what Niall liked. He slid rapidly down between Nialls legs and caught up his boner with his lips. It was as if he was licking on a lollipop and he didn't get enough. Nialls member was so perfect and it stood straight out. Niall groaned loudly and directly he took his hands over Harry's head.
"Hell, keep going!" he shouted straight out. Harry smiled and he let Niall get in the mouth, all the way. It was as if Niall shook the whole-body and he threw back his head against the pillow. Nialls face became red and he had his mouth wide open. He followed every movement as Harry did and he pressed his hands over the younger's head. Harry undid his own pants. He didn't wanted to spoil the enjoyment for Niall, so he was content to masturbate quickly over his own cock. Harry liked anyway to make it good for Niall and masturbating was the next best thing he could do. It was not long before Niall was like crazy. Harry groaned against Nialls hard cock and quickly he felt the pulse step. He moved his head up and down and he passed his hand quickly over his own cock. Harry came first. It was too much at once, and he knew how he squirted straight out of the sheet. He moaned and he had to stay up with the head. Niall quickly looked down at him and he groaned.
"Tonight I'll take you Haz."
Harry knew what he had to expect. When Niall took care of Harry could all happen. Harry smiled and he started again to suck the older guy. The head bounced up and down until Niall could not handle more. He screamed and he filled Harry's mouth with sperm.
"Damn what a pleasure ...." shouted Niall straight out and he was shaking all over. "Damn I love you more than this."