"Niall..."
"Yes?"
Harry looks at the blond Irishman and he's thinking. He sat down on the couch next to him and look into his eyes.
"You know I care about you?"
Niall looks distracted up from the mobile phone and he lift his eyebrows in surprise.
"Yes?"
Harry clears his throat, and he chooses to gather courage.
"I do really, really like you!"
Niall realize that it's something as Harry didn't tell, or is it the point that Niall shouldn't understand?
"Yes, Harry?" he smiles a little bit. "I love you and I care about you too?"
Harry trye to calm down. His heart jumps, and his stomach tingle. He had pondered for many days to recognize the feelings for Niall and this particular evening, it was okay to come out from the closet.
"We always have fun together and we have many things in common." he continues. "I like having you around me and you always makes me feel good."
Niall looks into Harry's eyes and he starts to imagine. That had been in the air for many weeks, and Harry was changed.
"And?"
Harry smiles a little bit, and his cheeks blush.
"Yeah, I kind of have got used to be with you."
Niall understand that part.
"Harry what is it as you really want to tell me? I know you like me and I know that we always have fun when we are together."
Okay, now or never!
"I have more feelings for you than I should."
There was silence in the room. Harry notes that Niall react and he seems at first shocked. He just stares at Harry and it is as if he didn't understand what he said.
"More feelings?"
Harry nodded a little bit and he tried not to give up hope.
"Yes, I have realized that I actually have a lot of feelings for you. You know, the ones as you have when you are in love with another person."
Harry feels how his stomach tingle, thoughts spinning around and he see also that Niall react the same way. Niall just staring at him and his eyes wasn't talking about what he was thinking. It was as if time stood still and none of them dare to move.
"So now I have recognized that..." whispers Harry uncertainly and he tries not to be disappointed. "You know what I feel and you know that I..."
Niall interrupts him, to Harry's surprise.
"Are you saying that you have so many feelings for me?"
Harry smiles uncertainly and he nodded. Niall looks straight into Harry's eyes and actually it seemed as if he wasn't angry. He was just a little surprised.
"Love?"
Harry blushes.
"Yes!"
Niall smiles a little bit and actually it wasn't as if he would say: "I have no feelings for you!" Harry tries to continue to remain the calm. There was something between them, and they were totally inside the other. They stared into each other's eyes and none of them dared to almost breathe.
"So should I now admit something for you?"
Nialls voice was muffled, hoarse and it sounded like it was taken from an old love story. Harry chooses to nod.
"Maybe tonight it's just the time as well to let all truth come up?"
Niall nodded and he got up a small laugh.
"I never thought that you would feel that way for me and I have always felt that we are good friends. There's nothing wrong in having such feelings."
Harry nodded a little bit. What more could he do?
"No, and there's nothing wrong with being gay?"
Niall agreed.
"There's nothing wrong with love?"
Harry realizes that Niall didn't actually recognize what he feels for Harry. It was as if Niall himself didn't know what he feelt, and maybe he was unsure? Therefore, Harry had to ask.
"What do you feel for me?"
Niall laughed a little bit and he leaned back on the sofa.
"You already know the answer."
Harry disagreed.
"No, I have no idea. If I understand it correctly, this is just me as are a true gay in this room and I understand if you don't love me."
Niall do it quickly. He leaned over towards Harry and before the second had time to drain away, their lips met. A tentative, almost gentle kiss occurs and slowly realizes Harry that Niall answers the emotions.
"Yes?"
Harry looks at the blond Irishman and he's thinking. He sat down on the couch next to him and look into his eyes.
"You know I care about you?"
Niall looks distracted up from the mobile phone and he lift his eyebrows in surprise.
"Yes?"
Harry clears his throat, and he chooses to gather courage.
"I do really, really like you!"
Niall realize that it's something as Harry didn't tell, or is it the point that Niall shouldn't understand?
"Yes, Harry?" he smiles a little bit. "I love you and I care about you too?"
Harry trye to calm down. His heart jumps, and his stomach tingle. He had pondered for many days to recognize the feelings for Niall and this particular evening, it was okay to come out from the closet.
"We always have fun together and we have many things in common." he continues. "I like having you around me and you always makes me feel good."
Niall looks into Harry's eyes and he starts to imagine. That had been in the air for many weeks, and Harry was changed.
"And?"
Harry smiles a little bit, and his cheeks blush.
"Yeah, I kind of have got used to be with you."
Niall understand that part.
"Harry what is it as you really want to tell me? I know you like me and I know that we always have fun when we are together."
Okay, now or never!
"I have more feelings for you than I should."
There was silence in the room. Harry notes that Niall react and he seems at first shocked. He just stares at Harry and it is as if he didn't understand what he said.
"More feelings?"
Harry nodded a little bit and he tried not to give up hope.
"Yes, I have realized that I actually have a lot of feelings for you. You know, the ones as you have when you are in love with another person."
Harry feels how his stomach tingle, thoughts spinning around and he see also that Niall react the same way. Niall just staring at him and his eyes wasn't talking about what he was thinking. It was as if time stood still and none of them dare to move.
"So now I have recognized that..." whispers Harry uncertainly and he tries not to be disappointed. "You know what I feel and you know that I..."
Niall interrupts him, to Harry's surprise.
"Are you saying that you have so many feelings for me?"
Harry smiles uncertainly and he nodded. Niall looks straight into Harry's eyes and actually it seemed as if he wasn't angry. He was just a little surprised.
"Love?"
Harry blushes.
"Yes!"
Niall smiles a little bit and actually it wasn't as if he would say: "I have no feelings for you!" Harry tries to continue to remain the calm. There was something between them, and they were totally inside the other. They stared into each other's eyes and none of them dared to almost breathe.
"So should I now admit something for you?"
Nialls voice was muffled, hoarse and it sounded like it was taken from an old love story. Harry chooses to nod.
"Maybe tonight it's just the time as well to let all truth come up?"
Niall nodded and he got up a small laugh.
"I never thought that you would feel that way for me and I have always felt that we are good friends. There's nothing wrong in having such feelings."
Harry nodded a little bit. What more could he do?
"No, and there's nothing wrong with being gay?"
Niall agreed.
"There's nothing wrong with love?"
Harry realizes that Niall didn't actually recognize what he feels for Harry. It was as if Niall himself didn't know what he feelt, and maybe he was unsure? Therefore, Harry had to ask.
"What do you feel for me?"
Niall laughed a little bit and he leaned back on the sofa.
"You already know the answer."
Harry disagreed.
"No, I have no idea. If I understand it correctly, this is just me as are a true gay in this room and I understand if you don't love me."
Niall do it quickly. He leaned over towards Harry and before the second had time to drain away, their lips met. A tentative, almost gentle kiss occurs and slowly realizes Harry that Niall answers the emotions.